just realised sometimes...u got to ask more or else pple will not tell u too much...they only tell u what u need to know and sometimes...u cannot help but wonder why are some facts kept from u when u think u should know since it concerns u...
why?why must it be me?
the exact feeling i'm experiencing can be expressed by 3 strokes...
this 3 strokes----> -_-
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Thursday, August 07, 2008
some places can never be taken
Just felt like posting something after many days or even months of inactivity. School has started and everything seems peaceful on the surface but actually there is a lot of turbulence just ahead waiting to happen. Are those lights at the end of the tunnel? Or are they just headlights of a oncoming train? So should i walk up and meet the lights earlier? Or should i just stay and judge if the lights were oncoming?
Anyway, just to clarify, I'm not feeling emo or what. Maybe its just the rain. Its been a long time since I experience a night rain and it was especially cooling. It kinda calm myself down and reminded me of those times when i feel like playing in the rain when i was young. When the rain drops were small and they seemed to be floating down onto you instead of falling down. Did you ever experienced that? Tuition was a breeze, either she has grown up and be serious or maybe i'm just very happy to ignore her thoughtless replies =0 the feeling of a storm happening right outside my window really makes me very happy! more about that some other time.
anyway, after waking up today, i realised that in our lives...or maybe just some of our lives....some places can never be taken...and no, i'm not referring to Add/Drop (though that is also true to a certain extent) but the places that are in our hearts. Seems to me, that there is always this affinity with you and someone such that you 2 may either:
1) Hit it off at once and be forever friends
2) Hit it off at once but never become friends after that
3)Don't see eye to eye but still are friends
4)Don't see eye to eye but can still be friends
and in case no. 1, once that friend has become your friend, you two will be friends forever. No matter how long you 2 have never met, there will still be conversation between u two. No matter how far each other are, you will still try to meet each other halfway. No matter how busy you are, you will still try to arrange a time to call, to meet up or do something together. No matter how GREAT or small happenings are in his/her life, you will still be almost the first one to know it.That is why i say such places can never be taken, because these places are cemented in the hearts of the 2, the links of the 2 hearts(not as 1 though) and the affinity among the 2 of them. and it impossible to break such bonds cos it is stronger than any carbon bonds in diamond or whatever ionic bonds you can find in your table salt.
i'm listening to "Its too late" by Carole King. Heard it in a cd shop before going to vball and i think the tune is so nice....wahahahhaaa
Anyway, just to clarify, I'm not feeling emo or what. Maybe its just the rain. Its been a long time since I experience a night rain and it was especially cooling. It kinda calm myself down and reminded me of those times when i feel like playing in the rain when i was young. When the rain drops were small and they seemed to be floating down onto you instead of falling down. Did you ever experienced that? Tuition was a breeze, either she has grown up and be serious or maybe i'm just very happy to ignore her thoughtless replies =0 the feeling of a storm happening right outside my window really makes me very happy! more about that some other time.
anyway, after waking up today, i realised that in our lives...or maybe just some of our lives....some places can never be taken...and no, i'm not referring to Add/Drop (though that is also true to a certain extent) but the places that are in our hearts. Seems to me, that there is always this affinity with you and someone such that you 2 may either:
1) Hit it off at once and be forever friends
2) Hit it off at once but never become friends after that
3)Don't see eye to eye but still are friends
4)Don't see eye to eye but can still be friends
and in case no. 1, once that friend has become your friend, you two will be friends forever. No matter how long you 2 have never met, there will still be conversation between u two. No matter how far each other are, you will still try to meet each other halfway. No matter how busy you are, you will still try to arrange a time to call, to meet up or do something together. No matter how GREAT or small happenings are in his/her life, you will still be almost the first one to know it.That is why i say such places can never be taken, because these places are cemented in the hearts of the 2, the links of the 2 hearts(not as 1 though) and the affinity among the 2 of them. and it impossible to break such bonds cos it is stronger than any carbon bonds in diamond or whatever ionic bonds you can find in your table salt.
i'm listening to "Its too late" by Carole King. Heard it in a cd shop before going to vball and i think the tune is so nice....wahahahhaaa
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
A Life of Nothingness
Well, that is my life these days, i open my eyes to greet the afternoon sun and then think of what I am going to eat for Brunch and then eat whatever i was thinking about and then slack my life away!crap, i'm kinda sick of these le...luckily i'm going Taiwan!woohoo!
anyway....nothingness is wierd cos there can never be nothingess anywhere...well maybe with the exception of outer space which is basically a vacuum, there will always be something filling up the spaces, be it air or dust...i guess nothingness is only because i have choosen to ignore all the simpler and normal stuff that keeps on happening all around me...
when nothingness comes along, u would have lots of time to figure some really complex situations which u may be in or happening to others currently...haha..shall not eleborate more on these but it just makes me wonder do u always call your friends out only when u are in need?
well the saying of "a friend in need is a friend indeed" is true but i guess only to a certain extent. when you are in need, you look for your friends to help, then ater tiding you over or helping u out, what happens to your friends then? are they forgotten till the next problem u face?
life is complicated sia....
anyway....nothingness is wierd cos there can never be nothingess anywhere...well maybe with the exception of outer space which is basically a vacuum, there will always be something filling up the spaces, be it air or dust...i guess nothingness is only because i have choosen to ignore all the simpler and normal stuff that keeps on happening all around me...
when nothingness comes along, u would have lots of time to figure some really complex situations which u may be in or happening to others currently...haha..shall not eleborate more on these but it just makes me wonder do u always call your friends out only when u are in need?
well the saying of "a friend in need is a friend indeed" is true but i guess only to a certain extent. when you are in need, you look for your friends to help, then ater tiding you over or helping u out, what happens to your friends then? are they forgotten till the next problem u face?
life is complicated sia....
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
fleas don't like rain
So I was on special duty this Saturday that just went by in a flash. Actually everything goes by in a flash if you never noticed it. Special duties because I have to do something more than what i would usually do on a Saturday. OKay, usually i do nothing on Saturdays because its the weekend and everyday now is just like a weekend to me...
Anyway, I was helping out at a flea market organised by LIME! at the Youth Park near Cineleisure. I would say its a fruitful experience as i have experienced every thing that can happened in a typical flea market.
Firstly, there was the rain that came down little drops by little drops before deciding to just come down all together now. Hell it was HUGE! and we had to almost immediately keep our clothes under the HUGE beach umbrellas right after we displayed them out....though the umbrellas were huge, we still have to stand in the open because we got more clothes to be kept dry.
So after the rain, comes the sunshine! At first the sunshine was welcomed as it helps to dry our tables and chairs but as the sun takes too much pride in its work, it started to become another typical HOT day...holy mama! It dried my wet shirt and even baked my Subway cookie to extra crispy, now is that HOT or cool?
Then there are the customers who came and bought a lot of things without asking much, and some others who bought nothing and asked everything from A to Z. There are also some who came for real cheap bargains and some who just come to experience the flea market i guess.There was even a secret guest who people said was JJ LIN! Whoever the customers are, we just greeted them with a smile regardless whether they buy or not, of course the BIGGEST smile are from those who buy a lot.
So the whole thing eneded around 7 and we calculated what we have sold and whether we earned anything. i would say we earned something called experience and that is something that cannot be bought by $$. let's just say the amount we earned was not enough for out nice dinner at WARAKU! But luckily, papa paid for it...haha
Anyway, I was helping out at a flea market organised by LIME! at the Youth Park near Cineleisure. I would say its a fruitful experience as i have experienced every thing that can happened in a typical flea market.
Firstly, there was the rain that came down little drops by little drops before deciding to just come down all together now. Hell it was HUGE! and we had to almost immediately keep our clothes under the HUGE beach umbrellas right after we displayed them out....though the umbrellas were huge, we still have to stand in the open because we got more clothes to be kept dry.
So after the rain, comes the sunshine! At first the sunshine was welcomed as it helps to dry our tables and chairs but as the sun takes too much pride in its work, it started to become another typical HOT day...holy mama! It dried my wet shirt and even baked my Subway cookie to extra crispy, now is that HOT or cool?
Then there are the customers who came and bought a lot of things without asking much, and some others who bought nothing and asked everything from A to Z. There are also some who came for real cheap bargains and some who just come to experience the flea market i guess.There was even a secret guest who people said was JJ LIN! Whoever the customers are, we just greeted them with a smile regardless whether they buy or not, of course the BIGGEST smile are from those who buy a lot.
So the whole thing eneded around 7 and we calculated what we have sold and whether we earned anything. i would say we earned something called experience and that is something that cannot be bought by $$. let's just say the amount we earned was not enough for out nice dinner at WARAKU! But luckily, papa paid for it...haha
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
what a long break...
its a long long break cos a have not been doing anything after i campe back from ICT. ICT is the new term for reservist...but its the same shit no matter what name it takes....anyway...ICT is okay i guess...just a disturbance to my normal slacking rotting life at home in front of the com...
the rest of the time after ICT were spent watching EURO and then sleeping till late....going onto facebook and clicking on useless and time wasting applications and also watching some new shows online....currently watchin DEXTER...quite M18 so little kids shld not watch k?btw...its a nice show, so i guess most of you can download and watch it...haha
then i'm planning for my taiwan trip which will be from the 15th to 25th july!*nots to self...rem to call and say u are leaving the country* please don't start sending me your wish list from Taiwan cos most probably i'lll missed it if i received them now...haha...later on when the date is nearer then u can have one wish or request...but please dun tell me to get jolin back for u...that will never happen!!!!haha
okie this is a random entry...of all randomness...i decided to type an entry which i did not know how to start...looks like i got to start typing with a purpose from now on....can u believe it? i 'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind right now...
alright! i told my dear dear that the world is full of wierd pple...but luckily i found her! thinking it was kinda romantic...but then she say its not...am i the wierd one then?
the rest of the time after ICT were spent watching EURO and then sleeping till late....going onto facebook and clicking on useless and time wasting applications and also watching some new shows online....currently watchin DEXTER...quite M18 so little kids shld not watch k?btw...its a nice show, so i guess most of you can download and watch it...haha
then i'm planning for my taiwan trip which will be from the 15th to 25th july!*nots to self...rem to call and say u are leaving the country* please don't start sending me your wish list from Taiwan cos most probably i'lll missed it if i received them now...haha...later on when the date is nearer then u can have one wish or request...but please dun tell me to get jolin back for u...that will never happen!!!!haha
okie this is a random entry...of all randomness...i decided to type an entry which i did not know how to start...looks like i got to start typing with a purpose from now on....can u believe it? i 'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind right now...
alright! i told my dear dear that the world is full of wierd pple...but luckily i found her! thinking it was kinda romantic...but then she say its not...am i the wierd one then?
Friday, May 02, 2008
exams are OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!1
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the exams are out and play time is in!!!!yeah!
just rewarded myself with 2 champs league matches in two nights for skipping them the last week in the midst of exams...wahhaha man u and chelsea....seriously i was hoping for man u liverpool cos i dislike chelsea...he should be casted as Mr Penguin in the next Batman show....called...the very ugly Mr Penguin...haha
anyway, i'm playing monster hunter 2! realised its very fun...and i'm training on the battle horn to be a better team player! woohoo! holla if ya hear me! haha...of yeah we caught a 8 men tag match before the game between chelsea and liverpool....got edge chavo JBL and randy orton on one side against kane undertaker cena and triple H...wahhaha...how cool is that....i really miss wrestling...if you smell.....
some bad stuff happened...very bad...and i recelled an incident which happened not too long ago..maybe like 1.5 years ago...i happene to be on 2 different sides though the situation is similar....do i contradict my actions then? i dunnoe but i hope that whatever i do...it can nullify the situation and make the suffering minimal?
but seriously....is 7 years worth that little?
if u smell...and thinking...
rJ
the exams are out and play time is in!!!!yeah!
just rewarded myself with 2 champs league matches in two nights for skipping them the last week in the midst of exams...wahhaha man u and chelsea....seriously i was hoping for man u liverpool cos i dislike chelsea...he should be casted as Mr Penguin in the next Batman show....called...the very ugly Mr Penguin...haha
anyway, i'm playing monster hunter 2! realised its very fun...and i'm training on the battle horn to be a better team player! woohoo! holla if ya hear me! haha...of yeah we caught a 8 men tag match before the game between chelsea and liverpool....got edge chavo JBL and randy orton on one side against kane undertaker cena and triple H...wahhaha...how cool is that....i really miss wrestling...if you smell.....
some bad stuff happened...very bad...and i recelled an incident which happened not too long ago..maybe like 1.5 years ago...i happene to be on 2 different sides though the situation is similar....do i contradict my actions then? i dunnoe but i hope that whatever i do...it can nullify the situation and make the suffering minimal?
but seriously....is 7 years worth that little?
if u smell...and thinking...
rJ
Friday, March 21, 2008
Reality Check
there will be times when u need to do a reality check on yourself, to see how far you have deviated from the surface of reality. this is to prevent u from crashing too hard into reality when u woke up from your dream land...
anyway, reality is that i DO NOT have ENOUGH time to complete all my revisions and shit...and seems that there are endless projects to be done and completed....not forgetting my personal committments...sometimes i dunno if i shld concentrate on one at a time or just try to complete all simultaneously...
does anyone have this feeling too?
sometimes...i'm just so sick that i dun feel like talking...i'm actually trying to shut out myself though i see pple everyday...i'm getting disillusioned...
somebody save me!
anyway, reality is that i DO NOT have ENOUGH time to complete all my revisions and shit...and seems that there are endless projects to be done and completed....not forgetting my personal committments...sometimes i dunno if i shld concentrate on one at a time or just try to complete all simultaneously...
does anyone have this feeling too?
sometimes...i'm just so sick that i dun feel like talking...i'm actually trying to shut out myself though i see pple everyday...i'm getting disillusioned...
somebody save me!
Sunday, March 09, 2008
its 4 in the morning
wow!
just got back not long ago after seeing linz off to london...she's not going to defend Hellgate la...but its a SEP...which stands for SUMMER EXCHANGE PROGRAMME in some university in Germany. oh well, she'll only be back in aug...and it will still be summer here in singapore..in fact...its always summer in singapore...that's why i choose to do my SEP here...cos its summer all year round here...
anyway...Barnsley got through to the next round of the FA cup by beating Chelsea.woohoo! give them the FA cup and promotion to the premier league man!hahahaaha
anyway..i was just thinking of the problem of the triple sharing of rooms in NTU halls...though i don't live in one right now....but by judging the size of the rooms of my friend's hall...i really dun think 3 person can squeeze into one...unless you live like sardines or you are like those dwarfs in snow white story. seriously...change to window to matal grills and add a gate to the door...that looks like 3 locked up person in a jail cell la...haha
anyway, i read it somewhere that maybe its only fair to let those squatters( who live there illegally or legally) the rights of comfort to have a proper sleeping space and working furniture...i think that guy that wrote this is outta his/her mind(i forgot who was the author)...if you're already a squatter now, would you want to pay more for something that remains almost the same before you paid? my guess is that as a squatter, and also those sharing a room with a squatter, you should have been prepared that there will be a loss of comfort. by enforcing every room as triple sharing...u would have forced everyone to live in 3s...and tell me....how many squatters are actually complete strangers with the original 2 living in the room?i guess that squatters now do actually know each other before hand and therefore does not mind the 3 sharing...imagine 3 complete strangers...haha i cannot imagine that happening...
anyway...i would really like to find out who is the one in charge of all the halls and allocation. didn't they actually foreseen this problem of overcrowding existing sooner or later?i mean, each year you would have guess that more and more schools will be opening up more vacanies to cope with the incresing demands due to more people making it into uni. if they have realised that the people coming in will be increasing and all the new year 1 will be allocated with a hall, they shld have built in advance to cope with the problem. whoever that did not see this trend...i think you're damn screwed...the pattern is so obvious and constant..where's the trend analaysis and the prediction forecaster? did they lose their jobs for overlooking something so trival?
let me tell you...even singapore built a lot of excess HDB just in case suddenly everyone decides to get married on the same day and apply for a flat....though they all built in wulu wulu places...but still they won't have the excuse to say that they decided that 2 families will share one HDB unit....
so i say...screw the person who did not see this problem arising...my guess is that you don't have to stay in hall so you dunnoe how the condition is like...please go calculate the amount of space person and build like bigger halls to really accomodate 3 or more pple bah...maybe try making space for 4 so they can play mahjong everynight...have you ever consider putting pple in containers? then maybe they will feel more like sardines in a can
woohoo! sardines i HATE them!
hahahahaha
da 1 n only
r.J
just got back not long ago after seeing linz off to london...she's not going to defend Hellgate la...but its a SEP...which stands for SUMMER EXCHANGE PROGRAMME in some university in Germany. oh well, she'll only be back in aug...and it will still be summer here in singapore..in fact...its always summer in singapore...that's why i choose to do my SEP here...cos its summer all year round here...
anyway...Barnsley got through to the next round of the FA cup by beating Chelsea.woohoo! give them the FA cup and promotion to the premier league man!hahahaaha
anyway..i was just thinking of the problem of the triple sharing of rooms in NTU halls...though i don't live in one right now....but by judging the size of the rooms of my friend's hall...i really dun think 3 person can squeeze into one...unless you live like sardines or you are like those dwarfs in snow white story. seriously...change to window to matal grills and add a gate to the door...that looks like 3 locked up person in a jail cell la...haha
anyway, i read it somewhere that maybe its only fair to let those squatters( who live there illegally or legally) the rights of comfort to have a proper sleeping space and working furniture...i think that guy that wrote this is outta his/her mind(i forgot who was the author)...if you're already a squatter now, would you want to pay more for something that remains almost the same before you paid? my guess is that as a squatter, and also those sharing a room with a squatter, you should have been prepared that there will be a loss of comfort. by enforcing every room as triple sharing...u would have forced everyone to live in 3s...and tell me....how many squatters are actually complete strangers with the original 2 living in the room?i guess that squatters now do actually know each other before hand and therefore does not mind the 3 sharing...imagine 3 complete strangers...haha i cannot imagine that happening...
anyway...i would really like to find out who is the one in charge of all the halls and allocation. didn't they actually foreseen this problem of overcrowding existing sooner or later?i mean, each year you would have guess that more and more schools will be opening up more vacanies to cope with the incresing demands due to more people making it into uni. if they have realised that the people coming in will be increasing and all the new year 1 will be allocated with a hall, they shld have built in advance to cope with the problem. whoever that did not see this trend...i think you're damn screwed...the pattern is so obvious and constant..where's the trend analaysis and the prediction forecaster? did they lose their jobs for overlooking something so trival?
let me tell you...even singapore built a lot of excess HDB just in case suddenly everyone decides to get married on the same day and apply for a flat....though they all built in wulu wulu places...but still they won't have the excuse to say that they decided that 2 families will share one HDB unit....
so i say...screw the person who did not see this problem arising...my guess is that you don't have to stay in hall so you dunnoe how the condition is like...please go calculate the amount of space person and build like bigger halls to really accomodate 3 or more pple bah...maybe try making space for 4 so they can play mahjong everynight...have you ever consider putting pple in containers? then maybe they will feel more like sardines in a can
woohoo! sardines i HATE them!
hahahahaha
da 1 n only
r.J
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
end of IG, end of SnS, end of physics, end of me
everything has a order to follow in nature...and everything will follow that particular order to end..be it good be it bad...everything that starts will surely end...that's y my nick listed down the orders in which things happened over this weekend...
Ig ended on Sat with us losing to our closest neighbour Malaysia...i realised the best part being in a international team is that u can give all comments bout your opponents and everyone agrees with u!haha...okie anyway...that ends my very first tourament in a vball court...mixed team...dun think i will ever make it for a all guy's team but anyway...play with some girls also good la...at least the standard not as high...was a good experience i guess...and getting to know 4 new friends is worth it!
then SnS was on sunday morning....i took a longer sleep and it cost me 16 dollars in total more...plus the 10 to pay for reg...its 26 with no sense of satisfaction....aiyah...this is a bad experience but there will be lessons to learn from any form of experience i guess....the only realisation is that maybe we're always at just square 1 and looking at how pple around us change without changing...maybe there is another step somewhere which we cannot reach...
physics...wasn't a killer but then becos i din study yesterday...and the weekend b4 even though i know i wil be out this whole weekend...i am still gonna fail...and trying to make myself happy by saying it doesn't matter...does it really help?cos deep down u know that it hurts when everyone is so happy that they finally tackled a paper that was easy but i still tripped over my own shoelaces in some sense....
and that brings us to the end of me....sometimes...i'm just so lost...i dunnoe where i wanna go and then if i stop..i have two choices to choose from....take the easy way out by ignoring whatever is happening...or facing up to it and not knowing what to do..if it was u....which one would u choose?
i need some space.....
i'm so sad...everything's turning grey suddenly...
Ig ended on Sat with us losing to our closest neighbour Malaysia...i realised the best part being in a international team is that u can give all comments bout your opponents and everyone agrees with u!haha...okie anyway...that ends my very first tourament in a vball court...mixed team...dun think i will ever make it for a all guy's team but anyway...play with some girls also good la...at least the standard not as high...was a good experience i guess...and getting to know 4 new friends is worth it!
then SnS was on sunday morning....i took a longer sleep and it cost me 16 dollars in total more...plus the 10 to pay for reg...its 26 with no sense of satisfaction....aiyah...this is a bad experience but there will be lessons to learn from any form of experience i guess....the only realisation is that maybe we're always at just square 1 and looking at how pple around us change without changing...maybe there is another step somewhere which we cannot reach...
physics...wasn't a killer but then becos i din study yesterday...and the weekend b4 even though i know i wil be out this whole weekend...i am still gonna fail...and trying to make myself happy by saying it doesn't matter...does it really help?cos deep down u know that it hurts when everyone is so happy that they finally tackled a paper that was easy but i still tripped over my own shoelaces in some sense....
and that brings us to the end of me....sometimes...i'm just so lost...i dunnoe where i wanna go and then if i stop..i have two choices to choose from....take the easy way out by ignoring whatever is happening...or facing up to it and not knowing what to do..if it was u....which one would u choose?
i need some space.....
i'm so sad...everything's turning grey suddenly...
Thursday, January 31, 2008
bring me to life!
somebody please do that...i feel like life is being drained outta my body every second...every min...every hour....every....
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physics rocks once again!
too many things happening and dun even feel like elaborating...i just wanna hug my dear dear now...haha
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physics rocks once again!
too many things happening and dun even feel like elaborating...i just wanna hug my dear dear now...haha
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
welcome to emo year 22!
woohoo...
just a few days into year 22 of my life and i start to become emo....damn...must have got emo from stupid kenneth...i must keep my distance from him le...shit...just agreed to meet him for lunch tml...this is bad...
anyway, i'm feeling so sian that i feel like screaming out loud...no amount of soothing music can calm me down..shld i fight it or run away from it?fight?flight?the difference of a single L changes the meaning so much...flight to fight another day?or fight to flight later?...damn i'm emo...
when u are emo...u tend to click very quickly on your msn windows and spam msg when others dun wanna reply...checked
when u are emo...u don feel like doing your tutorials that are due the next day..checked
when u are emo...u feel like everyone is against u and u just wanna find a place for your restless soul....checked
i guess i found my place...
off to my bed!
p/s: she got long hair, a bit tanned and sporty...quite close to your dream girl le mah...what's holding you back?
just a few days into year 22 of my life and i start to become emo....damn...must have got emo from stupid kenneth...i must keep my distance from him le...shit...just agreed to meet him for lunch tml...this is bad...
anyway, i'm feeling so sian that i feel like screaming out loud...no amount of soothing music can calm me down..shld i fight it or run away from it?fight?flight?the difference of a single L changes the meaning so much...flight to fight another day?or fight to flight later?...damn i'm emo...
when u are emo...u tend to click very quickly on your msn windows and spam msg when others dun wanna reply...checked
when u are emo...u don feel like doing your tutorials that are due the next day..checked
when u are emo...u feel like everyone is against u and u just wanna find a place for your restless soul....checked
i guess i found my place...
off to my bed!
p/s: she got long hair, a bit tanned and sporty...quite close to your dream girl le mah...what's holding you back?
Monday, January 28, 2008
ouch...
it hurts when u fall...and it hurts even more when u fall without someone pulling you up again...
in summary, we lost to China in IG today...if i could find excuses to explain the defeat, i'll gladly do it...but excuses is just a form of cover-up,a slightly better perspective of why that happened and was not prevented...so there's no excuses from me...
i was a nervous wreck on court, sometimes blur until dunnoe when to block and dunnoe when to swap positions...then i also din like do a lot of spiking cos i was afraid...to be afraid of your opponent, or rather let the opponent strike fear in you, that is the greatest mistake in a game.just hope i can do better and be more alert next week lor, win and we proceed, lose and its over again....we're facing our nearest neighbours!
anyway, i made some new friends, or rather play with in the team. they are geoffrey,jevon and charlotte!(i hope i got their names right). geoffrey and jevon is kenneth's hall mates and charlotte is our captain la...she is year 4 MSE...and i wonder why she participating sia...anyway, these are all nice and friendly pple whom have made my first competitive vball experience good cept for the fact that we din win...let's work hard for the next game...and if anybody stumbles upon this, how about a warm up session on sat morning 8 am?i'll be ready!
why am i getting emo suddenly...does it happen to all 22year old?
no work was completed in this weekend...shall not eleborate on it further...
p/s:kenneth, admit that charlotte is nice!!!! is she your dream girl type?or close to it only?
in summary, we lost to China in IG today...if i could find excuses to explain the defeat, i'll gladly do it...but excuses is just a form of cover-up,a slightly better perspective of why that happened and was not prevented...so there's no excuses from me...
i was a nervous wreck on court, sometimes blur until dunnoe when to block and dunnoe when to swap positions...then i also din like do a lot of spiking cos i was afraid...to be afraid of your opponent, or rather let the opponent strike fear in you, that is the greatest mistake in a game.just hope i can do better and be more alert next week lor, win and we proceed, lose and its over again....we're facing our nearest neighbours!
anyway, i made some new friends, or rather play with in the team. they are geoffrey,jevon and charlotte!(i hope i got their names right). geoffrey and jevon is kenneth's hall mates and charlotte is our captain la...she is year 4 MSE...and i wonder why she participating sia...anyway, these are all nice and friendly pple whom have made my first competitive vball experience good cept for the fact that we din win...let's work hard for the next game...and if anybody stumbles upon this, how about a warm up session on sat morning 8 am?i'll be ready!
why am i getting emo suddenly...does it happen to all 22year old?
no work was completed in this weekend...shall not eleborate on it further...
p/s:kenneth, admit that charlotte is nice!!!! is she your dream girl type?or close to it only?
Friday, January 18, 2008
a respond to kenneth...aka EMO KING
damn...the ball not gay lor...its skill....only those highly trained are able to do it....and those higher trained and cultivated can receive it..so if you ain't no any enlightened being...u will NEVER reach it...haha
okie la...just kidding...just feel like blogging....cos i got my ippt silver! 200 bucks plus 3 times the transport fees...max liao...cos i cannot get gold...anyway, i was very happy with the run....cos i see the $$...personal achievement after failing once...then running for pass and then silver...who doesn't agree that money talks and walks further...i won't deny that=)
do u believe in this thing called karma? that was the original idea for this blog entry but after eading that stupid saw kid saying my ball is gay....i decided to reply him via my own blog...DAMN....haha
karma...sometimes u just go to believe that maybe it is happening to you...rem how many times u didn't want to take the flyers from the auntie giving them out and find out that u have to give out flyers which everyone immediately treated u as if u were invis? so nowadays i will always like give a wave of my hand or a smile and decline rather than treat these pple like they are not that at all...or maybe just take one? u can always throw it away in the bin a few more steps away...
anyway...i guess karma will always come back to you some way or the other...maybe direct or indirectly...but let's just hope that it doesn't come all together now...for if it really happens....i guess u may see me no more...haha...
karma...do u believe or not?
so shld i be better to my friends and not discriminate those that like to AIM me with their service and like to smash the ball at my area and making me look like a useless player with my team....watch out ah...karma is coming to get U!
PS: kenneth is the EMO KING cos he likes EMO songs...i'm gonna print a shirt that write I"M THE EMO KING in front and then the back is BOW to ME! for his 23rd birthday...designs are welcome but u must make sure u have those 2 phrases in it...
hahahahahaha...goodnight!
okie la...just kidding...just feel like blogging....cos i got my ippt silver! 200 bucks plus 3 times the transport fees...max liao...cos i cannot get gold...anyway, i was very happy with the run....cos i see the $$...personal achievement after failing once...then running for pass and then silver...who doesn't agree that money talks and walks further...i won't deny that=)
do u believe in this thing called karma? that was the original idea for this blog entry but after eading that stupid saw kid saying my ball is gay....i decided to reply him via my own blog...DAMN....haha
karma...sometimes u just go to believe that maybe it is happening to you...rem how many times u didn't want to take the flyers from the auntie giving them out and find out that u have to give out flyers which everyone immediately treated u as if u were invis? so nowadays i will always like give a wave of my hand or a smile and decline rather than treat these pple like they are not that at all...or maybe just take one? u can always throw it away in the bin a few more steps away...
anyway...i guess karma will always come back to you some way or the other...maybe direct or indirectly...but let's just hope that it doesn't come all together now...for if it really happens....i guess u may see me no more...haha...
karma...do u believe or not?
so shld i be better to my friends and not discriminate those that like to AIM me with their service and like to smash the ball at my area and making me look like a useless player with my team....watch out ah...karma is coming to get U!
PS: kenneth is the EMO KING cos he likes EMO songs...i'm gonna print a shirt that write I"M THE EMO KING in front and then the back is BOW to ME! for his 23rd birthday...designs are welcome but u must make sure u have those 2 phrases in it...
hahahahahaha...goodnight!
Friday, January 04, 2008
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