everything has a order to follow in nature...and everything will follow that particular order to end..be it good be it bad...everything that starts will surely end...that's y my nick listed down the orders in which things happened over this weekend...
Ig ended on Sat with us losing to our closest neighbour Malaysia...i realised the best part being in a international team is that u can give all comments bout your opponents and everyone agrees with u!haha...okie anyway...that ends my very first tourament in a vball court...mixed team...dun think i will ever make it for a all guy's team but anyway...play with some girls also good la...at least the standard not as high...was a good experience i guess...and getting to know 4 new friends is worth it!
then SnS was on sunday morning....i took a longer sleep and it cost me 16 dollars in total more...plus the 10 to pay for reg...its 26 with no sense of satisfaction....aiyah...this is a bad experience but there will be lessons to learn from any form of experience i guess....the only realisation is that maybe we're always at just square 1 and looking at how pple around us change without changing...maybe there is another step somewhere which we cannot reach...
physics...wasn't a killer but then becos i din study yesterday...and the weekend b4 even though i know i wil be out this whole weekend...i am still gonna fail...and trying to make myself happy by saying it doesn't matter...does it really help?cos deep down u know that it hurts when everyone is so happy that they finally tackled a paper that was easy but i still tripped over my own shoelaces in some sense....
and that brings us to the end of me....sometimes...i'm just so lost...i dunnoe where i wanna go and then if i stop..i have two choices to choose from....take the easy way out by ignoring whatever is happening...or facing up to it and not knowing what to do..if it was u....which one would u choose?
i need some space.....
i'm so sad...everything's turning grey suddenly...
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