what a long break...

its a long long break cos a have not been doing anything after i campe back from ICT. ICT is the new term for reservist...but its the same shit no matter what name it takes....anyway...ICT is okay i guess...just a disturbance to my normal slacking rotting life at home in front of the com...

the rest of the time after ICT were spent watching EURO and then sleeping till late....going onto facebook and clicking on useless and time wasting applications and also watching some new shows online....currently watchin DEXTER...quite M18 so little kids shld not watch k?btw...its a nice show, so i guess most of you can download and watch it...haha

then i'm planning for my taiwan trip which will be from the 15th to 25th july!*nots to self...rem to call and say u are leaving the country* please don't start sending me your wish list from Taiwan cos most probably i'lll missed it if i received them now...haha...later on when the date is nearer then u can have one wish or request...but please dun tell me to get jolin back for u...that will never happen!!!!haha

okie this is a random entry...of all randomness...i decided to type an entry which i did not know how to start...looks like i got to start typing with a purpose from now on....can u believe it? i 'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind right now...

alright! i told my dear dear that the world is full of wierd pple...but luckily i found her! thinking it was kinda romantic...but then she say its not...am i the wierd one then?

exams are OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!1

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the exams are out and play time is in!!!!yeah!

just rewarded myself with 2 champs league matches in two nights for skipping them the last week in the midst of exams...wahhaha man u and chelsea....seriously i was hoping for man u liverpool cos i dislike chelsea...he should be casted as Mr Penguin in the next Batman show....called...the very ugly Mr Penguin...haha

anyway, i'm playing monster hunter 2! realised its very fun...and i'm training on the battle horn to be a better team player! woohoo! holla if ya hear me! haha...of yeah we caught a 8 men tag match before the game between chelsea and liverpool....got edge chavo JBL and randy orton on one side against kane undertaker cena and triple H...wahhaha...how cool is that....i really miss wrestling...if you smell.....

some bad stuff happened...very bad...and i recelled an incident which happened not too long ago..maybe like 1.5 years ago...i happene to be on 2 different sides though the situation is similar....do i contradict my actions then? i dunnoe but i hope that whatever i do...it can nullify the situation and make the suffering minimal?

but seriously....is 7 years worth that little?

if u smell...and thinking...
rJ

Reality Check

there will be times when u need to do a reality check on yourself, to see how far you have deviated from the surface of reality. this is to prevent u from crashing too hard into reality when u woke up from your dream land...

anyway, reality is that i DO NOT have ENOUGH time to complete all my revisions and shit...and seems that there are endless projects to be done and completed....not forgetting my personal committments...sometimes i dunno if i shld concentrate on one at a time or just try to complete all simultaneously...

does anyone have this feeling too?

sometimes...i'm just so sick that i dun feel like talking...i'm actually trying to shut out myself though i see pple everyday...i'm getting disillusioned...

somebody save me!

its 4 in the morning

wow!

just got back not long ago after seeing linz off to london...she's not going to defend Hellgate la...but its a SEP...which stands for SUMMER EXCHANGE PROGRAMME in some university in Germany. oh well, she'll only be back in aug...and it will still be summer here in singapore..in fact...its always summer in singapore...that's why i choose to do my SEP here...cos its summer all year round here...

anyway...Barnsley got through to the next round of the FA cup by beating Chelsea.woohoo! give them the FA cup and promotion to the premier league man!hahahaaha

anyway..i was just thinking of the problem of the triple sharing of rooms in NTU halls...though i don't live in one right now....but by judging the size of the rooms of my friend's hall...i really dun think 3 person can squeeze into one...unless you live like sardines or you are like those dwarfs in snow white story. seriously...change to window to matal grills and add a gate to the door...that looks like 3 locked up person in a jail cell la...haha

anyway, i read it somewhere that maybe its only fair to let those squatters( who live there illegally or legally) the rights of comfort to have a proper sleeping space and working furniture...i think that guy that wrote this is outta his/her mind(i forgot who was the author)...if you're already a squatter now, would you want to pay more for something that remains almost the same before you paid? my guess is that as a squatter, and also those sharing a room with a squatter, you should have been prepared that there will be a loss of comfort. by enforcing every room as triple sharing...u would have forced everyone to live in 3s...and tell me....how many squatters are actually complete strangers with the original 2 living in the room?i guess that squatters now do actually know each other before hand and therefore does not mind the 3 sharing...imagine 3 complete strangers...haha i cannot imagine that happening...

anyway...i would really like to find out who is the one in charge of all the halls and allocation. didn't they actually foreseen this problem of overcrowding existing sooner or later?i mean, each year you would have guess that more and more schools will be opening up more vacanies to cope with the incresing demands due to more people making it into uni. if they have realised that the people coming in will be increasing and all the new year 1 will be allocated with a hall, they shld have built in advance to cope with the problem. whoever that did not see this trend...i think you're damn screwed...the pattern is so obvious and constant..where's the trend analaysis and the prediction forecaster? did they lose their jobs for overlooking something so trival?

let me tell you...even singapore built a lot of excess HDB just in case suddenly everyone decides to get married on the same day and apply for a flat....though they all built in wulu wulu places...but still they won't have the excuse to say that they decided that 2 families will share one HDB unit....

so i say...screw the person who did not see this problem arising...my guess is that you don't have to stay in hall so you dunnoe how the condition is like...please go calculate the amount of space person and build like bigger halls to really accomodate 3 or more pple bah...maybe try making space for 4 so they can play mahjong everynight...have you ever consider putting pple in containers? then maybe they will feel more like sardines in a can

woohoo! sardines i HATE them!
hahahahaha

da 1 n only
r.J

end of IG, end of SnS, end of physics, end of me

everything has a order to follow in nature...and everything will follow that particular order to end..be it good be it bad...everything that starts will surely end...that's y my nick listed down the orders in which things happened over this weekend...

Ig ended on Sat with us losing to our closest neighbour Malaysia...i realised the best part being in a international team is that u can give all comments bout your opponents and everyone agrees with u!haha...okie anyway...that ends my very first tourament in a vball court...mixed team...dun think i will ever make it for a all guy's team but anyway...play with some girls also good la...at least the standard not as high...was a good experience i guess...and getting to know 4 new friends is worth it!

then SnS was on sunday morning....i took a longer sleep and it cost me 16 dollars in total more...plus the 10 to pay for reg...its 26 with no sense of satisfaction....aiyah...this is a bad experience but there will be lessons to learn from any form of experience i guess....the only realisation is that maybe we're always at just square 1 and looking at how pple around us change without changing...maybe there is another step somewhere which we cannot reach...

physics...wasn't a killer but then becos i din study yesterday...and the weekend b4 even though i know i wil be out this whole weekend...i am still gonna fail...and trying to make myself happy by saying it doesn't matter...does it really help?cos deep down u know that it hurts when everyone is so happy that they finally tackled a paper that was easy but i still tripped over my own shoelaces in some sense....

and that brings us to the end of me....sometimes...i'm just so lost...i dunnoe where i wanna go and then if i stop..i have two choices to choose from....take the easy way out by ignoring whatever is happening...or facing up to it and not knowing what to do..if it was u....which one would u choose?

i need some space.....

i'm so sad...everything's turning grey suddenly...

bring me to life!

somebody please do that...i feel like life is being drained outta my body every second...every min...every hour....every....

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physics rocks once again!

too many things happening and dun even feel like elaborating...i just wanna hug my dear dear now...haha

welcome to emo year 22!

woohoo...

just a few days into year 22 of my life and i start to become emo....damn...must have got emo from stupid kenneth...i must keep my distance from him le...shit...just agreed to meet him for lunch tml...this is bad...

anyway, i'm feeling so sian that i feel like screaming out loud...no amount of soothing music can calm me down..shld i fight it or run away from it?fight?flight?the difference of a single L changes the meaning so much...flight to fight another day?or fight to flight later?...damn i'm emo...

when u are emo...u tend to click very quickly on your msn windows and spam msg when others dun wanna reply...checked

when u are emo...u don feel like doing your tutorials that are due the next day..checked

when u are emo...u feel like everyone is against u and u just wanna find a place for your restless soul....checked

i guess i found my place...

off to my bed!

p/s: she got long hair, a bit tanned and sporty...quite close to your dream girl le mah...what's holding you back?

ouch...

it hurts when u fall...and it hurts even more when u fall without someone pulling you up again...

in summary, we lost to China in IG today...if i could find excuses to explain the defeat, i'll gladly do it...but excuses is just a form of cover-up,a slightly better perspective of why that happened and was not prevented...so there's no excuses from me...

i was a nervous wreck on court, sometimes blur until dunnoe when to block and dunnoe when to swap positions...then i also din like do a lot of spiking cos i was afraid...to be afraid of your opponent, or rather let the opponent strike fear in you, that is the greatest mistake in a game.just hope i can do better and be more alert next week lor, win and we proceed, lose and its over again....we're facing our nearest neighbours!

anyway, i made some new friends, or rather play with in the team. they are geoffrey,jevon and charlotte!(i hope i got their names right). geoffrey and jevon is kenneth's hall mates and charlotte is our captain la...she is year 4 MSE...and i wonder why she participating sia...anyway, these are all nice and friendly pple whom have made my first competitive vball experience good cept for the fact that we din win...let's work hard for the next game...and if anybody stumbles upon this, how about a warm up session on sat morning 8 am?i'll be ready!

why am i getting emo suddenly...does it happen to all 22year old?

no work was completed in this weekend...shall not eleborate on it further...

p/s:kenneth, admit that charlotte is nice!!!! is she your dream girl type?or close to it only?

a respond to kenneth...aka EMO KING

damn...the ball not gay lor...its skill....only those highly trained are able to do it....and those higher trained and cultivated can receive it..so if you ain't no any enlightened being...u will NEVER reach it...haha

okie la...just kidding...just feel like blogging....cos i got my ippt silver! 200 bucks plus 3 times the transport fees...max liao...cos i cannot get gold...anyway, i was very happy with the run....cos i see the $$...personal achievement after failing once...then running for pass and then silver...who doesn't agree that money talks and walks further...i won't deny that=)

do u believe in this thing called karma? that was the original idea for this blog entry but after eading that stupid saw kid saying my ball is gay....i decided to reply him via my own blog...DAMN....haha

karma...sometimes u just go to believe that maybe it is happening to you...rem how many times u didn't want to take the flyers from the auntie giving them out and find out that u have to give out flyers which everyone immediately treated u as if u were invis? so nowadays i will always like give a wave of my hand or a smile and decline rather than treat these pple like they are not that at all...or maybe just take one? u can always throw it away in the bin a few more steps away...

anyway...i guess karma will always come back to you some way or the other...maybe direct or indirectly...but let's just hope that it doesn't come all together now...for if it really happens....i guess u may see me no more...haha...

karma...do u believe or not?


so shld i be better to my friends and not discriminate those that like to AIM me with their service and like to smash the ball at my area and making me look like a useless player with my team....watch out ah...karma is coming to get U!

PS: kenneth is the EMO KING cos he likes EMO songs...i'm gonna print a shirt that write I"M THE EMO KING in front and then the back is BOW to ME! for his 23rd birthday...designs are welcome but u must make sure u have those 2 phrases in it...

hahahahahaha...goodnight!

ARGH!!!

that is wat i'm feeling now...

its raining man...

dunnoe why but when it rain especially heavy or long....i will start to sing its raining men...maybe if i leanr how to sing umbrella then i will start singing it...it has been raining b4 i wake up, when i'm awake and still right now when i'm typing my blog out..haha...non stop raining....

anyway, nothing much to update cept i have been slacking and slacking and more slacking...till the point where i dunnoe what else it there to do....so i got into FACEBOOK! and then i got tired of it after 3 days...haha, i think facebook is not meant to let you keep in touch with your friends...more of like let you play with all the uselss applications for the very bored people....the friends network is just there to make u believe that you're in the company of your friends...but are they really there to see it? i guess most of the time they are actually offline....haha

anyway, song has got SCV le! yeah! so we no need to put up with people's smoke or the cannot be heard commentry anymore! we can also change channels as we like and can watch standing up, sitting down, lying down, proning down, squatting or even maybe upside down! wahahaha..just wanna say SONG LIP ROCKS!haha

aiyah...received my ICT notification le...next june...i'm going back to the army! my job is top secret! cannot let you all know too much...just wanna say....ZOMFG...i'm getting pawned soon! too soon! haha...in the mean time, i'll try to be as happy as i can till 3rd june!

dA 1 N oNlY
r.J

ITS OVER!!!!

just like England's chance of qualifying for Euro 2008, my exams are over!
*jumps up in happiness*

however, i guess i was also pretty screwed for it...paper too easy i maybe careless...paper too hard then i dunnoe how to do...in the end...we'll leave it to fate bah...this time...if you tell me that we are the masters of our fate...i PUI ah!i say the masters of our fate lies solely on the bell curve and the professors which everytime claims that the paper is easy(of course they would think so la, cos they are PROFESSOR leh, if they think its hard then the are called STUDENTS liao)

anyway, exams are over, so i'm just going to enjoy my life till the time i get my results...and below is just a short list of my daily activities...there's more to come!

1. sleep till the sun shines on my BIG FAT butt...cos i have been waking up super early to be a "hungry ghost" at LWN, every morning being the first wave to go thru the gates...i need my sleep back...but on the other hand...i got to cut my BIG FAT BUTT...
2. catch my weekly EPL on live screens! and also the champions league and every other soccer that is avalible!
3. EXERCISE!i shall start that tommorrow! so that i can get thru my IPPT on DEC 19th...my god...its less than a month away!
4. watch my prison break, grey's anatomy and heroes which i have been too busy to watch it during my papers. i only watch tv which was already harmful enough...
5. play some online games....and maybe work on my dota...haha i really am a rat's shit in dota...covert rat shit to chinese...with me around...my team won't win...so its back to AI! AI better watch out!

okie...i think the last thing that i wanna do is to actually step-by-step list out my activities...in case someone wanna assasinate me in the near future....be forewarned! i got no money or property to my name. anyway, i'm gonna just take it easy from now on...ah relax never felt so good before!haha

da 1 N oNly

r.J

NEVER...

...GIVE UP!

based on some inspiration(s) from Kenneth Saw...

p.s: please don't ask me Kenneth saw who k? Kenneth just Saw, and don't ask saw what...

"these 3 words...............
they meant so much....
but yet so hard.............
never give up................
these 3 words................"

Based on a true story....(like real)

anyway, the exams are coming....if the warning bells aren't ringing yet, they are most likely in the following conditions...
1) they are spoilt
2) they are on silent mode
3) they are not triggered in any form
4) any of the above or more than one above

whatever the reason, exams in 2 weeks....that's 14 days..or 13 to be exact...think i'm just gonna get grilled barbequed steamed deep fried burnt etc etc by the preparations and revisions and the exams itself...omg...a living nightmare...no i think its more of a haunting...and a very scary one cos it haunts you every day and night...every living breathing second. it eats into you, into your soul, into whatever lively flesh you got....(okie i think that sounds more like a zombie from RE)...anyway, it just preoccupies u every single time...and especially when you are just relaxing...

*shakes head*

anyway, good luck to one and all...especially to me....come to think of it...i shld not wish u all luck...for i need it more than any single one of you need...3 cheers to mugging your heart and soul and body outta your books...omg that is sick! can't believe i just cheered for mugging...

whatever it is...just 3 words...never give up...cos if you really do...u never will find out what happens in the end, even if it doesn't matter, at the very least you got till this far...

when u never give up, u never actually lose. but you would have already lost, when u are thinking of giving up=) we're in this together(at the very least) cos i already said goodbye to my FCH

*shakes head*

dA 1 N oNly
r.J
(not feeling like myself at times)

man always give themselves excuses....

firstly, if you think that the title suggested that this entry is gonna be written by a woman, then i hope you feel much better to know that its still yours truly bloggin in right now. i know its been ages since i last blogged but no worries, my blog has not been hacked, i'm just not blogging cos i din know what to share with the world...i din want to bore my ultra limited audience at my blog to bits...see, how caring i can be to even someone whom may just happen to pass by and read the first few lines of a entry...

anyway, there were plans to start a foto blog so that i could post some of my photos online, and also revamping my blog to put mine and song's soccer tips for betting with our beloved SINGAPORE POOLS, however, much strength is needed to move it and our inertia is just too great to be true....

so i guess, you must be wondering what's the link of the title with the entry, well, if you haven get it yet, dun worry.=). just find yourself an excuse to explain the reason. as in my case, i wanted to start a foto blog but i din do it eventually....then i wanted to do the betting thing on my blog but it din happen either...so i told myself, i'll do it tml....and tml comes and tml goes...and soon there's like a infinite sum of tmls and the thing is never complete...i'm just too busy today....or too tired or too many other things to worry about....these are just excuses....

anyway, a start is better than none, a slow start is better than a no start, better late then never, i have to start it now=)

*turns on the ignition*

dA 1 N oNly
r.J

ps: ever felt that there is once when everything doesn't go your way, when nothing can describe your pain, and then u realised that u began smiling. at that point, was it a smile of happiness or was it a smile of weariness?

what shld i type?

i'm at a lost at what to type. too many things happening at the same time.

too much to report till i think its kindda redundant to actually list everything out.

not a bright week...in every sense...hope next week will be better!

wassup?!?

been kinda bored at home everyday since i got back frm jap! btw jap is a nice place! though its kinda ex but still we got some cheap bargains...ah i know! they say a picture speaks a thousand words! i shall post a few to keep you all entertain then!i'll just post a few la, i took like 250+ photos(sorry its 400+ after counting them correctly), can't possible put all of them up so i just post up those that i like more! if you don't like it....that's not my problem, u can spent some 2 k plus to fly there and take it yourself!

the streets of Shinjuku (i think)

Hakone(near Mt Fuji)

-place of many hot springs and the famous volcanic egg(eggs cooked in the hot springs)

this place is already 1050m high and smells of sulphur fills the air*chokes*

just a picture to show the water that was used to cook the eggs.

Pirates!!!!!!!

relax its just the pirate boat we took to cruise Lake Ashi.

Tokyo Towers

nice right?haha

my SUPER PENGUIN!

it GLOWS!

Asakusa-took this picture cos it was on our room's wallpaper!

EXPENSIVE fruits for sale!

do your own maths, every 100 yen is bout $1.265

this is taken at Odaiba, i just love sunsets!haha

fret not, i did went to japan but this indeed is a replica of the Statue of Liberty! also at Odaiba!

ah perfect 10!haha

oh well, will show you more photos if you are interested, maybe can meet up and show u la, but well, need to bring your laptop along cos its all in my thumb drive now...=(*call me out please!*

da 1 N oNlY

r.J

too little time...

many times, i have been hearing complaining that there is not enuff time to do whatever that is outstanding on thier hands...that's what i'm feeling right now...

things to do
1)pack my luggage to japan
2)Get a good rate for YEN and exchange
3)pay kenneth for the remaining bills
4)find out more bout the hotsprings in Hakone
5)hand over my owrk duties
6)make sure my dear can take care of herself

things done
-NONE-

Hope that everything can be settled in this 2 days, 48hrs more....so many things to do so little time...can't believe i'm saying it myself=S

dA 1 N oNlY
r.J

i'm lousy at maintaining relationships...

the above says it all....and i dunnoe how to go about fixing it...

i can be very close to you for a period of time...then after that we can be like total strangers somehow....

i called you sis....but you reply bye dude!
and i thought i was your bro?

dA 1 N Only(or lonely?)
r.J

@ work...

i'm blogging from my workplace now..opps! kinda bad i know but i finished whatever my job scope listed for today. maybe some shit will come in the afternoon. oh well, used to it le after working here for like 4 mths? ending job on the 19th this month then flying off to JAPAN!!!woohoo can't wait!

anyway, the lack of updates was actually because i was busy mapling after work. so for the past 3 months and counting, i have been mapling everynight from 10 to 2. its kinnda routine, nothing interesting....wow! i actually summed up 3 month of life after army in 4 words..amazing!

okie shall post more interesting updates when i start racking my brains to think. it has been inactive since....i dunnoe when...oh yar...jusr a reminder! linZ! when's the 2I gathering????

dA 1 N OnlY
r.J

i'm back i'm back!!!

WATCH THIS SPACE!

dA 1 N OnlY
r.J